So last night I went lucid for the first time in a long while. I told myself to have a lucid dream before I went to sleep. In the dream I was sitting in class and I decided to do a reality check. I became lucid, and jumped over the desk. I ran up to the front of the class then decided to go off on some stupid mission to jump off a building rather than stop and think logically. Needless to say, I lost lucidity soon after.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
This was a long and complicated dream. I started out walking down the street. This was a nice residential area with old houses and large trees in the yards, that created shade everywhere. I picked up a phone I found on the ground. It was broken, I tried to look through it to find out whose phone it was so I could call them. I noticed 2 things. The first being that the batter was very low, the second being that the phone didn't have the usual digital interface like other phones, but it had steel plates that rotated in front of the screen behind the glass cover on the phone. It was really weird. It was set so that whenever I pressed a button a small little plate would rotate into place so I could see it on the screen of the phone. Anyway as I was looking through it a girl from my school (andrea providence, tdch) walked up. I asked her if it was hers and she said yes. At this point we realized it was broken. So we opened it up and we decided to fix it. We laid it down on the lawn across from her house, so basically on her neighbours yard. The phone had now grown to about 8 feet long and 4 feet wide. It didn't seem weird in the dream, it was just big. We tried to fix it, we had the cover off and were trying to apply some wire along the edge of the whole thing. Her door was open across the street and there was a table with a cake on it. She offered me some food saying it was nice of me to work so hard. I kindly turned it down, and said "maybe I'll just take a handful of cake" as a joke. She responded with "oh well the cake is for the party later". She didn't get the joke. At this point I believe we walked over into her house, I can't quite remember what happened but I was upstairs in one of the bedrooms. And there was a small child that I locked eyes with. Everything was normal about this boy except his eyes. His were completely black, there was no white it was simply a black circle. They also weren't three dimensional. They were flat black circles. Slightly bigger than they should have been. This scared me. I knew that the police had done something to this boy to wipe his memory. And I was seeing what no one else could see. It was as if everyone else could see him normally, as if nothing was wrong. I walked into the other room where and called for the officer who for some reason was there. I pulled him away from other people and said, "that kid scares the hell out of me" he agreed with "I know what you mean" and then said something about it being procedure. He could see the black eyes too because he knew what they had done.
Monday, November 20, 2006
Garden.
I was lucid. I felt like defeating a monster or something. So I began to fight this boy. I wasn't thinking to logically in the dream so I was under the impression that he was just another person having a lucid dream. Anyway this boy was no ordinary boy. He had huge lobster claws growing out of his back like wings. They were about 4 feet thick and very long. They could reach anywhere. So for the whole fight the boy simply stayed in the same place and reached after me with his huge claws. I remember it being in a garden. There were plants everywhere. It was sort of like the garden from the movie the secret garden. Except there was a laboratory hidden underneath some of the shrubs. I was flying around to try and get away from the boy but he kept following me. So I flew into the lab. And around all the veils and beakers. Then I flew back outside. I noticed that I was flying very slowly. I tried to speed up, and did, but it was hard. It was like something was holding me back.
I think that i am getting more control. I plan to continue working on my ability to fly. Also next time I go lucid I am going to stop and survey my surroundings. This will allow me to become more aware, and hopefully clear my mind and help me to think clearly.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Me and my mother were driving down a highway when I decided to do a reality check. I plugged my nose and tried to breath and to my surprise (well actually its becoming less and less of a surprise the more often I go lucid) I was dreaming. First off I calmed myself telling myself to relax. Then I remembered the lucid task that I had been wanting to attempt. So I said, "Hey mom! Am I dreaming?". In an irritated she replied saying "OF COURSE YOU ARE NOT DREAMING" And sort of stared me down. Well at this point I was like, haha whatever. And I flew out the window, my mom screaming all the while. Now from this point on I am not sure how it went, I had a bit of a hazy recollection due to the fact that I woke up in the morning and went back to bed rather than instantly writing down the dream.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Fun Night.
I was in this small building. I was with the guy from prison break the one who is gay (teabag). We were watching this play being put on by a group of people. It was almost like a small tavern where they would smoke and drink beer. Except this was a family thing. They were showing some story. There were children in the middle. And a girl who must have been only 15. She was much older then the other children. Anyway when the man from prison break got his eyes on this girl... he wanted her instantly. So he volunteered to help out with the play. They let him...but they were hesitant. Eventually, he joined in with the play... but he grabbed the girl and they both ran. To everyone's surprise the girl went willingly. I chased after her screaming that he would rape and hurt her. When outside we ran around the building. I was chasing her yelling that he would hurt her... Eventually he grabbed her and tore her shirt. She got away... and I caught her, and held her telling her to calm down.. and telling her this is how violent he would be. She started saying..I just want to be loved.... I want to feel beautiful. At this point we were talking through a window...as she had gone inside... both our faces were pressed up against the window. I told her that I thought she was beautiful.... we were both crying. This was probably the most emotional that I have ever been in a dream.
In another dream... me and a group of children and teenagers found this dust that made us powerful. We had a battle... which was realistic... and it was a fight to kill thing we all just let loose. All sorts of weird weapons. Just a group of people fighting. I killed a few people. I stabbed them with this huge stick. It was sharp on one end and had many sharp points on the other. The dream begins to go hazy... but the concept of super powers was being discussed and I believe we realized that we would destroy the world if we continued. At this point I forgot all about the super powers and got onto my bus that I take to go to school. Rather than heading towards school... It went in the opposite direction. We all yelled at the bus driver as she turned onto the highway... but she didn't listen... she said it was the standard root. Eventually she turned off the highway and she stopped at a "designated stop". I asked josh (from school) if I could get a ride home with him because his car was parked in a nearby parking lot. He said that was fine.
In another dream, our entire extended family was crowded together in a room.
It was a large room. But it was full of our family. I don't know if it was both sides of the family but it was for sure my dads side. We were discussing how we would buy an island and live there. Except it was a mythical island. And it would be covered with snow in the shape of a round ball. But the snow would be fake... and would hide us from the outside world. This dream was so confused.
I went lucid at some point... I remember walking down the street plugging my nose and going lucid. I remember thinking... ok first things first... I must complete the dreamviews lucid task and ask someone if I am dreaming. But it all faded.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Flight And Control
I was talking to my Aunt. I walked up to her and asked her for some money so that I could go see a movie. Well actually I never asked her I only considered it. Anyway we were talking and I showed her a painting on the wall. It was about 5 inches by 4 inches. A small little thing, and it was hard and flat. Covered in a layer of plastic. It had two sides and I wanted to show her both sides. So I told it to flip around...and it did. I was a bit weirded out by this so I did a reality check. (I had actually begun walking further down the hall in the house I was in and was now in a bedroom with a couch in it) my dad was there and when I realized I was dreaming he began to tell me that there was no way I could be dreaming. I ignored him and did another reality check. I freaked out, I jumped onto the couch in joy then attempted to calm myself down. We were in an apartment quite high up so I took advantage of this by running up to the window and flying out. I was so high up, maybe ten stories. I flew a bit then zoomed towards the ground. I zoomed into the ground so quickly that I crashed into the ground. It didn't hurt so I tried it again. I zoomed straight up into the air to the same height as before. I hovered for a bit then crashed back down to the ground on the lawn next door. I walked up onto a gazebo which was in this lawn and was about a meter of the ground. I did a backflip off of this and landed on my face. It didn't hurt. I decided now to take advantage of the fact that I could control people and try to make some people stop in their tracks. I walked onto the street and saw some guys. They started to follow me with the intent to hurt me. So I yelled FREEZE and they stopped in their tracks not moving. I tried this on a few others and it worked well. At this point I awoke.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Adventure.
This whole dream took place in about the same time period that treasure island would have taken place. The entire thing, even though it doesn't always talk about pirates, took place in a dreamscape filled with cobblestone streets.. and old fashioned looking people...
I was a pirate. We were on this ship, me and the Capitan were having a fight or something, but this was almost like a computer game, in that I could use cheats and various methods of bending the rules to beat him. For example I climbed up the rope mesh to the crows nest, (the observation aria that is very height up and used for looking for different ships and for land) but I never should have been able to climb up there.. it was like in a video game when you try to go out of bounds, and there is an invisible wall that prevents you from leaving. This is why the captain couldn't get to me. Then something happened that caused me to stay up there, I don't know what it was, but years went by, maybe 30 or 40 years... and I was somehow preserved, the ship had rotted partly away and hidden underground (it was all a bit confusing). Construction workers were unearthing the boat when I popped out of the rubble and ran off. They all looked at me, very scared. As if a ghost had just gone by. I ran into a nearby church with my mom. As I was walking in to the church I saw a rehab clinic across the street. The street looked like an old England road made from cobblestone, the building was made with old bricks, and looked like an old pub. The rehab clinic was for people who had delusions that they couldn't find their mothers. There was a man kissing a woman and she said something like... "lets get married", and when he responded with "yes dear... as soon as I find our mother" she walked off in disgust. He then went back into the clinic.
Inside the church, which was also old fashioned looking and made from old stones, there were about 8 people and two children. They were doing some worship while the children opened up the fridge, and ate food. They made a mess, and were eating messy things like jam. It was all over their hands.
Now there was a scene shift. I was on a balcony, staring at this beautiful view. It was night time and I was looking out over what seemed to be a river. The river was about a mile wide. And on the other side was land. I could see all the lights in the houses and everything. It was a very captivating experience. I looked around and thought... "dreams can be this realistic.. I wish I was dreaming".
Then I was in another scene. My dad and I were driving in a very old fashioned car. All of a sudden from behind us these people in another car zoomed around and shot at some other people in another car. It was a gun fight. I ran out of the car, all of a sudden something caused the car to flip onto its side. My dad grabbed me and we ran.. he tried to get around the side of a building but a huge explosion happened. Afterwards he said that those people had had a huge pile of explosives in the back of the car.